So I'm not well

So I'm not well.

Nobody cares.

Hope Whispers "Give it one more time"

Everyday, I just say, I just should die. I don't really want to, but I get fevers I can't get rid of, pain so bad I can't sit down, and get sore from laying down, and my muscles are wasting away. I found this quote and did a layout, which was helpful. At times I lose hope and just want to leave the earth. I hate to even complain about it on my group because it turns people off. I don't have anything to lose..

I am going to try to reconnect with the things that made me feel good and like a human being.

I Exist

Sometimes things are just facts. I exist. That is enough. It can't be changed. I can accept it tho, not willingly, since there is no choice, what else is there to do ?

So, I made this layout, the poem about the phoenix is by Walt Whitman. I'll try to add later.

BEING STRONG

I haven't put this up anywhere else yet. I've had it done a few weeks. I don't want to upset my daughter, as she doesn't know how sick I really am.

Truly, all I have left is to be strong. I will look forward to a change in my health, that's for sure!

ABOUT TO GIVE UP

I have been trying to fix the thing. It wraps around words.

It gets white lines in it.

I lost my follower.

There are no clear directions for this.